| survey thingy |
[Feb. 12th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | sixpence non the richer - kiss me | ] |
HAVE YOU...
7. BEEN KISSED: yes
8. DONE DRUGS: totally regret that
9. BEEN ON STAGE: no
10. HAD SEX: not yet
11. BEEN DUMPED: yes
12. GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: a little one
13. EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: hmm idk maybe
14. DYED YOUR HAIR: yeah
15. CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: lol yes
16. WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ's: mmhmmm
17. GOTTEN DETENTION: yeah
18. LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT IT MADE YOU CRY: i dont think it was LOVE, but ive cried over a guy
19. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: im not sure
20. DO THEY KNOW: im not sure
21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: fun to be with, if my friends like him and if my family likes him its allll good
22. COULD SEE YOURSELF MARRYING THAT SPECIAL PERSON: dont have a "special person" to marry and im only 15
PICK ONE:
23. COLD // HOT: hot
24. BLACK // WHITE: black
25. RAIN // SNOW: rain
26. GIVE // RECEIVE: give
27. WOOL // COTTON: cotton
28. ROSE // DAISY: rose
29. PRIVATE // PUBLIC SCHOOL: they both have their pluses
30. PLAIN // CHOCOLATE MILK: PLAIN
31. HISTORY // SCIENCE: history
32. MATH // ENGLISH: english
33. SPRING // FALL: fall
34. ROCK // COUNTRY: rock
35. PEPSI // COKE: pepsi
36. LOVE // LUST: love but lust is fun
37. EAT // SLEEP: sleep
FRIENDS:
38. WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: Nicole
39. WHO IS THE MOST ANNOYING: lol umm idk
40. WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Johnny
41. WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: um, my aunt in florida
42. WHO'S THE LOUDEST: well nicole has loud moments
43. WHO'S THE SHYEST: rachel
44. WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: heidi
45. WHO HAS THE BEST ROOM: ashley
46. WHO'S THE HORNIEST: bryan
47. WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: nicole
48. WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: nicole heidi and ashley
49. WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND: i cant have just one
50. WHO DID YOU LAST HAVE A SERIOUS TALK WITH: probly nicole
51. WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: everyone
52. WHO HUGS YOU THE MOST: rachel
53. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: johnny
54. WHO FIGHTS W/ YOU THE MOST:
55. WHO ARGUES W/ YOU THE MOST:
56. FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: jimmy johnny jeff nick bryan and mike
DO YOU LIKE TO:
57. GIVE HUGS: LOVE them :)
58. GIVE BACK RUBS: yep
59. TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: yes, unless we dont have the key to the house
60. WATCH TV: sometimes
61. GO TO THE BEACH: sometimes
62. DO HOMEWORK: ha
63. PLAY IN THE SNOW: only with the coolest people ever :)
64. WORK OUT: have you seen me?
65. TALK ON THE PHONE: YES
66. STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: not alll night lol
68. BE KISSED: its always fun
69. DO WEIRD // FREAKY THINGS: sure
70. BE WILD: aand crazy
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS:
71. IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: hmm
72. HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Jimmy
73. YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: Nicole
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. BEEN TO A CONCERT: yes
75. BEEN OUT OF STATE: yes
76. GONE SKINNY DIPPING: lol
77. RAN ROUND NAKED: nope
78. BROKEN A BONE: yes
79. CHEATED ON A TEST: yes
80. RAN A MARATHON: nope
81. MET A FAMOUS PERSON: nope
82. BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: lmao yes
83. STOLE FROM SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE: yes
84. STALKED SOMEONE: nope coughASHLEycough
YOUR LOVE LIFE:
85. SINGLE OR TAKEN: single
86. IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO: i dunno
87. HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: ha ha ha no
EXTRA EXTRA:
88. BAD HABITS: oral fixation count?
89. MAKES YOU MAD: buuuullshit
90. SCARIEST MOMENTS: whenever i go to gordons someone scares me but the best was when danny came up behind me and gave me a hug, i actually cried
91. WHERE ARE YOU: in my room
92. ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWELRY: 3 rings and an earring
93. LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: yesterday at nicoles
94. COLOR OF PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: red, snowflakes and penguins on them :)
95. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW: paradise city, but its almost over
96. LAST THING YOU SAID: outloud? no
97. COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: wood?
98. LAST THING YOU ATE: bacon
99. WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW: hottub
100. WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANT TO BE: blue pink or orange
101. IF YOU COULD CHOOSE TO LIVE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHO WOULD IT BE: i cant pick one person
102. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD: whore or slut :) |
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| mmmhmm |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | paradise city - guns n roses | ] |
okay sooo heidi, bryan, nick and jeff came over :) it was a blast lol .. played pool, listened to music you know the normal stuff
heidi and bryan left around 10:45? jeff and nick around 11 and nicole just left around 11:15, you are all so interested in those times arent you?
im wicked tired and i just wanna go to bed, buut i should clean my room
its gotta be clean if i want to do anything tomorrow - quote from mom lol
well im gonna clean and go to bed
xoxo |
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| ummmm |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | Nathan making his PIMP plans | ] |
okay so school , was really quick
long homeroom in the morning, then homeroom again in the afternoon before the pep rally then we got to leave, ive been at nicoles ever since :) i made 20$ this week for watching matt and i only watched him monday :( my mom watched him wed and today ha ..
we were thinking about going to a movie, then the man whores said they'd come over, so we're ordering pizza and chillin at my house, theres gonna be a 4sum tonight ;)
woohoo lol ..
yea thats about it..
xoxo |
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| ohh boy |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|09:31 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | down with the sickness | ] |
lets see .. i managed to drop my class ring down the sink :( buut craig was my hero and got it back for moi . i was freakin out then he goes "dont worry i got it" whew, and luckily the pipe thingy was off still cuz i dropped a hair thing down there too :) im such a klutz ...
oc was good, except the whole sandy kissing rebecca thing .. umm a little pissed off about that, they cant just have one guy be a nice person and not cheat on his wife. yea it was a kiss but its still cheating.... see i have this big issue with cheaters.. they're scum and im not saying it like only men, women who cheat are just as bad...
ick
well im off to bed ... in about 20 minutes
xoxo |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|06:41 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  relaxed | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | candy shop | ] |
school was fine. nothing really happened. after school nicole and i went to rachels house. fun times fun times :)
mom picked me up, brought nicole home and here i am ..
oc is on tonight =) dont miss the last 5 minutes *dun dun dun*
i miss my buddy jonny , he needs to come visit sometime soon .. maybe he will over vacation
well im gonna hit the showers or buy stuff online :0)
xoxo |
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| laaaazy |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|08:35 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | candy shop | ] |
okay, so we went to the camp, got matt, came home cuz mom forgot something, i talked craig into coming, and we were off.
chuck e cheese for the first time :) lol i was a deprived child what can i say? lol then me and nicole went to old navy, jc pennys, filenes and sears. we were drained so we went to the car, mom and matt came out and we went to Bobs, then on the way home i climbed in the way back and slept :) came home, mom went to physical therapy and i dk where craig went buut i fell asleep again on the couch, kind of on nicole lol. i guess matt told her he was going to have his dad pay her since i fell asleep and nicole went "sams sick" lol so yea, my stomach and head hurt really really bad. and then he left sooo me and nicole went in my room to lay down, i was falling back asleep and mike came home, decided to like wrestle us
lmao nicole cannot stay on a bed for the life of her.. mike stopped harrassing me and all of a sudden i see her in a blanket being dragged off the bed :) it was priceless. then he was jumping on us and he took my blanket and put it on my moms bed so i went to go get it, came back and he was trying to get all the pillows and he was standing on my bed so i wrapped up in the blanket and like charged at him, lol it was fun =)
then me nicole and mom went to walmart. fabulous walmart. i got these fleecy pants that were like 5$ and loooooked so comfortable, im gonna go back and get some other comfy pants. then we rented "the notebook" and nicole had to leave like 10 minutes before the ending and it was just funny to watch with my mom and craig, craig was like "why dont they sleep together? oh yea shed wake up and go WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" lol you have to see the movie to get that. mom just likes to guess the entire movie, but i was so happy at the end when she was wrong! :) it made my day, scratch that, finding out that theres not only one seat in the shower but TWO seats in the shower at the camp was freakin hilarious....
hmm im gonna go do my hair and possibly go to bed, im drrrained.. ooh im thinkin we're having a snow day tomorrow.. as much as i hate the fact of being in school til june 30th i think its gonna happen sooo i say go for snow days.
im so gonna regret that in like 4 months
xoxo |
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| half day :) |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|06:14 am] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | Almost - Bowling for Soup | ] |
sooo today is a half day. 10am and we're free, i dont understand half days buut thats oookay. so my moms picking me and the slut up, going to walmart..then up to the camp to do a few things and picking matthew up and going to the mall. =) so happy..oooh last night i put some of that anti bacterial stufff on my finger cuz it looked like an infected hangnail or something and entire tip of my finger was like all bubbling and grossness right there and i took the bandaid off my toe and it doesnt hurt anymore..
well im gonna go brush my teeth and go to school =)
i looove half days ;*)
xoxo |
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| happy birthday dave! |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|03:37 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | let me clear my throat | ] |
start this one off by HAPPY BIIIRTHDAY DAVE!! woohoo he is 17 lol
okay so school was fine, nothing too exciting except my toe like broke or something, in french madame barnes decided we would dance and sing :( and someone like kicked my toe and the toenail came off or something, there was blood on my sock all day, nothing too exciting buut it hurt like a biiitch.
after school, brought alysse home, went to brooks and came home. i should be doing some homework buuut i just dont feel like :)
i downloaded the video to Ice Ice Baby lmao its great......
well thats all for now, i might go to the mall with rachel tonight.
word to ya motha
xoxo |
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| updation for nicole |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|06:23 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | everwood | ] |
oookay, so watched matt, kiiinda
picked up nicole went to hungry 4 pizza & subs .. juust to bug heidi :)
shes so serious when shes working lol
went to iga to fix nicoles oral fixation, the real kind
.. got ring pops ...... hadnt had one of those in forever.. walked around, then nicoles dad came. picked us up, we went to her dads house to get something that wasnt there .. lol .. then back to her moms... i called my mom and she said she was going to pick me up in 10 minutes, that turned into 40 or something.
went to cumbys in e t .. i swear only dumb people work at like 8 cuz everytime i go there at 8 this dumb kids there .. idk, i got milk and gum, 1% if you must know every detail.
and here i am :)
nicoles mom makes really good fudge, but according to nick his mom makes the best, you can even ask jeff lol
well gotta go
xoxo |
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| what a bond to break |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:55 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | I'll be missing you - Puff Daddy | ] |
today is EXactly 4 months til my Sweet 16 :) im soo happy and excited
anywho, school was fine. nothing really happened thats worht mentioning besides my french teacher being completely insane and rude. uhh bitch. madame barnes as some of you may know from lucky experience is physco.
after school went to the bank, dunkin donuts and then picked Matt up. I feel kiinda bad that I didnt pay tooooo much attention to him today but oh well. We'll make up for that Wed. half day, takin him to the mall.
February vacation is coming up, thats exciting ;) Alli might be having a party. Someone else might too but I cant think of who.
Tonight we (myself ashley and slutanator) are going to bug heidi at work .. this should be interesting =)
hmmm oh yea Pats kicked some ass last night, Craigs dad won $5,000. He had 4-1 and before the Eagles had 21 he was freakin out for them to score and people were looking at him funny, and he goes 'I got money on this!' sounds like Mr. Pete, lol ......
im an idiot, everytime i listen to i'll be missing you i get all sad cuz me and my cousin used to talk about Stephen everytime we heard it, i just get frustrated sometimes cuz I dont really remember him. I feel awful for missing someone i cant remember. :*(
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death
One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
* some parts dont really match up buut it still hurts in the heart place, specially the bond to break, that reminds me of mike and him
nothing else to say ....
xoxo |
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| 11 things |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | still the superbowl :) | ] |
my aunt just emailed me these 11 things that i found cute
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, Someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. |
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| fun times |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | superbowl bitches | ] |
went up to the camp with nica and the boys. hung out there for a couple hours, went in the hottub =).they're too funny, great times lol. i cant wait til we're living up there so it wont be so unorganized lol. we left kinda late, buut nick got us home juuust in time for the game :) hope they didnt miss too much of it.
me and nicole ordered papa ginos, and just sat around watching the game. she just left, and im home alone :*( so sad. lol. im wicked tired, i really hope i dont fall asleep during the game.
hmmmm gonna go lay down
try to stay awake and finish the superbowl :)
Go Pats!
xoxo |
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| coke and booze |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | nicole jibber jabbering lol ;o) | ] |
woke up around 8:30 and just layed in bed for about an hour, took a shower, got ready. thought dad was going to pick me up around 10 something, and he never showed
sooo mom came home from work, picked me up, got nicole and then went to ashleys, took us to dunkin donuts then to the game.. shes the best when shes mad at dad :)
im the daugher of a drunken drug addict :0( .. oh well .. what can ya do? nothing
i have no clue whats going on today just know im watching the game with nicole and maybe other people
xoxo |
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| what a day |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|01:27 am] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | noooothing :) | ] |
nicoles dad picked me up around i dont know what time, went to wal mart, she got a cd. went back to her dads house.. hung out for a while, met her dads datebuddy lol and hung out for a while, ashley came over, made puddin, heidi came .. started a movie started talking stopped the movie, hung out had our "girl time" and just had a blast .. mom picked me up around 10. went to mcdonalds, i got nuggets and a drink, then i came home, called gordon.. went over his house hung out there til idk when, and here i am :)
tired as fuck and just wanna sleeeeeep
i gotta get up in like 7 and a half hours =0)
xoxo |
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| ghetto |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|12:29 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | ashley talking about the white house | ] |
sooo went to friendlys saw the entire world there. went back to nicoles house, sat around for a few, went to papa ginos got a cookie lmao and a soda. went down to blockbuster got Friday Night Lights - sucked complete ass and Without a Paddle which we are watching today. Went to fashion bug for like 3.4 seconds. then went back to nicoles, watched Friday Night Lights, well sort of watched it, we sorta ended up talking the last hour of it. Went to bed around 12, up around 8. ate, watched tv, listened to music. then i came home showered and im on the phone with ashley. things are getting better between us or i hope they are. i hate all this drama with aimee. i hate aimee. there said it done over with.
no clue whats going on today. maybe another mall trip. who knows
whats going on for superbowl?
hmmmmmmmm
xoxo |
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| its a brand new day |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|03:20 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | suga suga - baby bash | ] |
dont know whats going on .. maybe friendlys with my closebuddy
matthew is quite the character .. woo what a day with him .. played pool AGAIN, he kicked my butt :( lol its kinda funny though he wrote on the wall that i stink at halo2 and pool .. oh well the truth hurts
well im gonna get my stuff ready .. sleeping at boochies tonight .. new plans ! lol no idea what so ever of whats going on tonight .. but thats the fun part
xoxo |
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| another snow day |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|01:14 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  geeky | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | that dumb game | ] |
woke up around 5 to mom telling me we had no school .. slept til 7:30 woke up sat around, watched tv w. mom while we eased dropped on craigs meeting thing with some guy. after the guy left craig goes "yep thats how fast you can make $20,000" i was freaking out lol the guy wants him to do the heat in TWO houses so craig is getting 20 grand from one guy .. im amazed
matt came over around 8:30 .. ugh .. played pool, watched tv. played pool again played pac man, attempted halo2 got mad, played more pac man, then the other games on the thing that has pac man, and now hes playing this DUMB space game that is soooo annoying buut what can ya do it keeps him semi non bothery ..
nicoles coming over .. dont know when but she is .. we might go to her house tonight .. we might stay here .. might go to the hottub .. might see what the boys are doing .. maybe we'll have a papa ginos night.. who knows with us lol
xoxo |
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| play with justin's nuts day |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|04:46 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | fantasy - ludacris | ] |
okay so i was sittin here and mom goes "BRENDA!?" and i was like mom who is brenda? and her cousin brenda who i havent seen forever was standing in the kitchen looking awful .. ick ick ..
then i decided to call Gramma and wish her a happy birthday and what do you know, i get stuck on the phone for a good 20 minutes .. talking about nothing, then i talked to auntie jamie about going down to florida with nicole sometime and tickets and what not and i told her how mikes friend justin wrote "play with justin's nuts day" on todays date and she laughed histarically
go figure the one day he picked its my grammas 64th birthday
lmao
xoxo |
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| school |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|04:21 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | you're my better half - keith urban | ] |
school actually f l e w by :) but we had 2nd lunch again .. i hate not seeing heidi :( buut we got to see rach again :) lol i think tonight we're going to see heidi at work, she works at Hungry 4 Pizza or something like that in Winch .. right now i want a dunkin donuts hot chocolate sooo bad lol ..
i could tickle ya skin while you stroke my pickle - candy shop remix feat marcus houston
lmao i loooove that part .. hmm O.C. is on tonight :) score and a half!
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you me tight
* i loooove that song
xoxo |
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| hmmmmm |
[Feb. 2nd, 2005|06:02 pm] |
| [ | feeling kinda :: |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | im listening to :: |
| | eh nothing | ] |
so school was fine, took that english test that i missed on monday , not toooo sure how i did on it :-/ anywho we had second lunch today cuz we went down to the library .. umm i totally missed heidi!
after school mom had to go to victorys .. i slept in the car .. she went to cvs i slept in the car .. picked matt up, came home, watched tv, played some pool with him.. okay two games we both won a game .. i lost to an 8 year old .. i suck i know ..
talked on the phone with nicole for umm a while .. havent eaten dinner yet, mom made some chicken and rice thingy .. hope it doesnt taste like ass ..
ooh and i have to do my math homework and start copying that history .. i wanna go to the camp wicked bad right now and just sit there lol .. maybe we'll go friday
xoxo |
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